Fame is empowering. My mistake was that I thought I would instinctively know how to handle it. But there's no manual, no training course.
I've got volumes on how not to behave. I've got more information now than a guy should have at my age.
Usually in a battle sequence when a bomb is going off, you forget you're acting.
I think I have a duty as a recovering guy to help, to make my knowledge of what I went through accessible.
I'm 0 for 3 with marriage - the scoreboard doesn't lie, never has. So what we all have is a marriage of the heart. To sully or contaminate or radically disrespect this union with a shameful contract is something that I will leave to the amateurs and the Bible grippers.
For now, I'm just going to hang out with these two smoking hotties and fly privately around the world. It might be lonely up here, but I sure like the view.
