I created a production company. Right now I am so happy in my work.

Donald and I still really wanted to be together, but I was fighting to keep what we had privately, and once the world gets involved in your life, little by little it breaks it down until you forget what it was in the first place.

I look back at old photographs and videotapes, and I go, Who was I trying to be? Who was I doing this for?

I went to work. That was a turning point. When you have to do eight shows a week and your name is on the marquee, no matter what is going on at home or what's on the cover of the newspapers, you've got to do your job.

I have a little baby. She knows who I am. My friends know. My family knows.