And, in a funny way, each death is different and you mourn each death differently and each death brings back the death you mourned earlier and you get into a bit of a pile-up.
I know the crew so well, so I forget I'm being filmed. It's like cooking with a friend in the kitchen - you're talking, as you do, and maybe you're telling her about this wonderful way to prepare lamb chops - it's more natural, more honest.
'Statistically, people who have been happily married and then widowed tend to remarry.
It sounds like something on a very trite T-shirt, but life is what happens.
In fact I am quite snappy and irritable, and I don't know if I'd like to make myself worse in that respect.
In England and America people tend to graze all day long, but I think it's such a waste to be constantly picking at food because you then can't enjoy a proper full meal when the time comes.
